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Wednesday, May 18th, 2011
11:22 pm
Hi
Hi.

More to come soon.
Friday, September 3rd, 2010
8:36 pm
Where are we to go?
How can we survive?
When the falling rain seems to cease we will all have to go.

Where are we to go?
How can we survive?
When the falling rain seems to cease we will all go.
We have built our lives without nature in mind.
So that we've become the disease but we won't go.
Those that survive can end with our life
Peace will be returned
We need to praise you
Peace will first be revenged

Once we used to hear but like footsteps appear
now we have no fear and in turn will disappear
We have built our lives without nature in mind
So that we've become the disease but we won't go
Those that survive can end with our life
Peace will be returned
We need to praise you
Peace will first be revenged

Reveneged...revenged...
when the rain washes all the mitochondria
Try to steer your intentions into love

When your fears mix with brain wash erosions dear
I won't be here then, you won't be here when
when the rain washes all the mitochondria
Try to steer your intentions into love
When your fears mix with brain wash erosions dear

Just watch the rain
Just watch the rain
rain watch the rain
Just watch the rain
Just watch the rain
rain watch the rain

Where do we go?
How do we meet you?
Thursday, September 2nd, 2010
1:28 am
Alive
I am alive...and I do have the pics from my last post. Sorry for not posting them yet. Life has been a little busy, as I am now back in school. Molly and I are doing great, and she is back in school as well.

This semester I'm back in the kitchen cooking, and also now learning about wine. English is online this semester. I am truly obsessed about wine and food...I dunno how much worse (in a good way) it can get for my ego and OCD.
Monday, July 5th, 2010
7:04 am
Off I go!!!
Going to the bay area in 30minutes...if my hotel has internet I'll post pictures for the next 3 days. If not I'll post them when I get back.
Tuesday, June 29th, 2010
10:56 pm
Borders Are...
Borders are the ultimate man-made walls separating and differentiating us beyond our cultures, beyond our beliefs, beyond economic hierarchies.

Borders are subjective, unnatural lines drawn by humans delineating land, water, and air for partisan collective utilization.

If borders were natural, other animals, in fact, all beings would be bound by them. Obviously, they aren't.

Indigenous cultures never recognized borders, cognizant of the fact that the land owns us and not the other way around.

Borders lead to war, occupation, and bigotry, even genocide. Worst of all, borders are a deceptive, yet constant reinforcement of the notion that we are alone, separate from each other and all things around us.

The multi-layered borders of our lives stratify separation in its undignified definition.

There are people dying in Kashmir due to border disputes. Shots are fired daily between North and South Korea over border disputes. The Berlin Wall separated the German people for almost half a century, at the border. Israel and Palestine continue to endure conflict over their borders, and the predecessors of modern-day Turkey (Ottoman Empire) felt they had to carry out genocide to protect their borders.

Borders represent the foundation of civilization, expansionism, abusive capitalism, and presumptive occupation.

Floods don't recognize borders.
Earthquakes don't recognize borders.
Diseases, famine, and drought don't recognize borders.

Why should we?

We deserve to live without the borders of mind, body, and spirit.
Given the unprecedented changes we are witnessing in the world.

We really have no choice.
Thursday, June 10th, 2010
8:15 am
Sex *could* kill you. Do you know what the human body goes through when you have sex? Pupils dilate, arteries constrict, core temperature rises, heart races, blood pressure skyrockets, respiration becomes rapid and shallow, the brain fires bursts of electrical impulses from nowhere to nowhere, and secretions spit out of every gland, and the muscles tense and spasm like you're lifting three times your body weight. It's violent. It's ugly. And it's messy. And if God hadn't made it *unbelievably* fun, the human race would have died out eons ago. Men are lucky they can only have one orgasm. You know that women can have an hour long orgasm?
Thursday, May 27th, 2010
8:11 am
Last
Good bye. Good bye blue skies. Good bye. Unless the environment changes. Unless we are able to assist in the rejuvenation of the earth as its guardians in the next 12 years, I guarantee your children will not be able to see the days of your white hairs.
8:07 am
We must work...
When multinational corporations and the CIA have plotted to destroy the American dream with the implanted operatives all over the world so the earth can die. Good bye blue skies. Goodbye. Unless you open your eyes and stop what multinational globalism is doing around the world your earth will be destroyed in the next 12 years. You are the children of today. And until you see what i am talking about, you WILL FUCKING DIE.
7:59 am
Good bye Blue Skies
10,000 years ago in Mesopotamia a new type of thinking was developed, one that involved totalitarian agriculture and now... good bye blue skies. Good bye blue skies. Blue sky good bye. We've fallen asleep as people as animals on this planet. We are here to nurture our planet. We are here to help this garden this fucking place not destroy it for Gods sakes. I am sick and tired of unequal globalism. I am sick and tired of Socialism. I am sick and tired of these types of people.
Thursday, May 13th, 2010
8:40 am
Chain of command - work
What is the point of a chain of command if the proper people who are suppose to fix stuff don't ever get around to doing it and I have to go above their head to get shit fixed? Why must I tell 3 people to fix something just to have them not do it before I can talk to the person (their boss) who can get it fixed?
Monday, May 10th, 2010
3:29 pm
Devil's swing
One step back from a beat down maniac
I'm tired of taking a back seat from all the other demons
that are stealing all the good shit
leaving me with nothing but my hands

Another stroke down my back tasting all the flames that are
licking around my neck and making me insane
as they pull me down, pull me down into my grave
I can't get away

Ooooh, it doesn't mean nothing
until your deep inside dancing to the Devil's swing
Whoa, it doesn't mean a God damn thing
dancing to the Devil's swing.

Spit down inside I'm begging for another ride
I'm trying to find a way to keep it all and
satisfy the needs I'm craving and
I'm not taking it lightly
Oh no!

I'm living inside, a dead lie
controlled by the Devil's eyes and I don't mind it
Draw my ace up and roll my snake eyes nightly
Hold on baby!

Ooooh, it doesn't mean nothing
until your deep inside dancing to the Devil's swing
Whoa, it doesn't mean a God damn thing
until your deep inside dancing to the Devil's swing.

Whoa, dancing, dancing to the Devil's swing.

Play with my insanity
Live inside my darken dreams, my darken dreams
hail to the Devil's swing

Ooooh, it doesn't mean nothing
until your deep inside dancing to the Devil's swing
Whoa, it doesn't mean a God damn thing
until your deep inside dancing to the Devil's swing.
Whoa, it doesn't mean a God damn thing, a God damn thing
dancing to the Devil's swing.
Friday, April 30th, 2010
8:16 am
I can't get away...
One step back from a beat down maniac tired of taking the back seat from all the devils that are stealing all the good shit and leaving me with nothing...
Friday, April 23rd, 2010
8:07 pm
Fresno State students remember the Armenian Genocide
http://abclocal.go.com/kfsn/story?section=news/local&id=7401643
7:07 pm
Remember
"Who after all speaks today of the annihilation of the Armenians?" - Hitler, August 22, 1939

Hitlers justification to the holocaust.
10:13 am
1 day
1 day Mr. President for you to either keep your promise or continue to lie and deny history.

95 years tomorrow since the Armenian Genocide.

http://www.panarmenian.net/eng/culture/news/47683/Los_Angeles_to_host_rock_concert_on_occasion_of_Armenian_Genocide

http://www.unitedhumanrights.org/genocide/armenian_genocide.htm

http://www.armeniapedia.org/index.php?title=Armenian_Genocide

Please Mr. President do the right thing.
8:47 am
Writer's Block: Sunday in the park with ____?
If you could hang out with any fictional character for a whole day, who would you choose, and why?

Boondock Saints
Monday, April 19th, 2010
2:44 pm
President Obama is a liar
"As President, I Will Recognize The Armenian Genocide" (http://www.barackobama.com/2008/01/19/barack_obama_on_the_importance.php)

Recently:
http://news.antiwar.com/2010/03/05/obama-vows-to-stop-armenian-genocide-measure/
Obama Vows to Stop Armenian Genocide Measure

Also how does Turkey get away with spending millions on expensive lobbying firms to buy votes in congress? Its not right that foreign nations can have a vote in congress, its our right as citizens of the USA.

President Obama will not get my vote in 2012 unless he keeps his promise and admits the deaths of over a million Armenians as Genocide.
Sunday, April 18th, 2010
7:43 am
What if
Been disconnected for so long
And left my mark here along the way
So many years have come and gone
So many fears have remained the same

I see a faith
I swim and play
Yet drowning all possibilities
Beyond what I believe and know
I cut the cord free of home again

It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me

I lost my hope along the way
I lost my hope along the way

It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A struggle deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me

What if
What if
What if

It turns to silence
A silence sometimes I can hear
Internal violence
A demon deep within what if

What if I leave, could I still breathe
What if I breathe, could I still be
And if I leave, would I be me

What if
What if
What iF
Friday, April 16th, 2010
7:12 am
Love-Hate-Sex-Pain
"Love-Hate-Sex-Pain"

In this life I'm me,
Just sitting here alone
By the way I tried to say I'd be there
For you
Walk the silent emptiness
That leaves me by my hands
And throw away
What I don't understand, as a man

Love-Hate-Sex-Pain
It's complicating me sometimes
This love-Hate-Sex-Pain
Is underestimating life

And I wonder as I tear away my skin
It's taken me so long to stitch
These wounds from were I've been
And mother please don't bury me
I'm waiting for my life
It's hard to say I will be complete
Before I die

Love-Hate-Sex-Pain
It's complicating me sometimes
This love-Hate-Sex-Pain
Is underestimating life

Don't you worry please
Don't leave me
Because I slowly slip away
Though love, hate, sex, and pain
I fall away into
Love, hate, sex, and pain

Love-Hate-Sex-Pain
It's complicating me sometimes
This love-Hate-Sex-Pain
Is underestimating life

Love-Hate-Sex-Pain
It's complicating me sometimes
This love-Hate-Sex-Pain
Is underestimating life
Wednesday, April 14th, 2010
11:02 am
Wow
Yesterday was Great as I expected. It's back to work tonight though, I'm sure that will be good also.
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